The story go on.

2010-05-31T00:06:00.001+08:00

this thing is really bothering me so badly . argh fuck ! why must this thing happen now ? its really annoying . arghhhh -.-

everything change

2010-05-29T22:22:00.003+08:00

well , everything has change . i dont update here anymore . im at tumblr now . try find me there . haha . but i wont be deleting this as there's too much history :D weee ~

anw , life as usual . there's always up and down . life has to go on right ?

its holiday now . i got camps , band practice , classes going on . i also planned some stuff so that i can also enjoy my holiday not rotting at home . haha .

okay , its just so random of me to update my blog .

reason being , im bored . what do you expect . haha . update soon okayy :D

friends

2010-03-23T15:46:00.001+08:00

its just sad to know that friends come and go . sadly , only TRUE friends stay . unlike you . you're just somegirl tht people hate . what do you expect ? you think you're so popular that you can get alot of friends ? HA ! just so you know , you're a bitch ;D

old times

2010-03-17T23:45:00.000+08:00

i just miss the old times with you , friend (L)

town

2010-03-13T22:44:00.002+08:00

hey ,
i had fun today with nzrynn .
met herlina at gek poh , then nzrynn at mrt station . went plaza singapura to see YTC performance :D
ate KFC . herlina seperate with us . she went date with farhan . me & nzrynn walk arnd orchard .
it rained suddenly , seriously . it was a bad day to go town today . hahaha . bought yami yogurt .

window shopping . since each of us , did'nt brought enough money . booohooo ! & ya , i saw something cute . & i thought of give it to syida . i told ya im cute :D hahaha .

so we went city hall , relax arnd . proceed marina & saw herlina -.-" haha , she went date AGAIN ! bought starbuck . did some gossip with nzrynn :D:D:D:D

met yad , wani , shaz & muka . laugh alot -.-" went home . home @ ten :D

so long since i update

2010-03-11T17:01:00.002+08:00

damn , its been so long since i update my blog .

school has been great ? its already march & it started badly .

crosscountry is postpone , holiday next week .

geeee , i can't wait . last day of sch tmrw .

i thinking whether i should go sch ?

anw , A for math *happy

but i guess im going to flunk my combine science .

oh my geeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

tumblr

2010-03-02T23:22:00.002+08:00

sorry for the lack update . i've been updating my tumblr than my blog (:

anw , life have been great . sch are always awesome . everything just great .

pizza tmr with friends . i've been craving for pizza since the last time i ate it with farris & shah .

i cut my hair . i love my hair when it is tied . but hate it when i let down . so uglyyyyyyyyyyyyy .

friday , sat & sun was the best day with family & cousin (L)

idk whether i should transfer to tumblr or not ? nahhh , better dont .

hahahaha ! but seriously , tumblr is fun (Y)

okay , bye . i love you guys .

hugs

2010-02-24T23:58:00.001+08:00

i need a hug . anyone? ):

let go .

2010-02-23T22:57:00.002+08:00

sch was fine , sandwich for F&N practical .
partner with clement ;D
did'nt brought most of my books except for chemistry . is'nt tht great ?

waited for syida & yanty to end chem remedial while i chat with rihyad .
walked home with them . they come over to do history project .
but most of the time , talking . i had fun , they too had fun (L)

studied with shaz just now . i finish up my hmwk while he did some revision .
well , today was better than yesterday . hope it stay .

anw , thanks people (L)

wht a day ?!

2010-02-22T23:38:00.003+08:00

worst day , i really hope you understand ):

so ugly

2010-02-21T23:02:00.002+08:00

i hate the feeling of being ugly . i wanna look preety like other
girls ):

i wonder

2010-02-19T22:13:00.005+08:00

kampung was great . full of laughter , everyday activity , nice food , not nice weather .

i supposed to update about this on tuesday but i had fever otw bck home .

did'nt attend sch the next day . still having some cough & sore throat .

band was fun . laugh alot with trumpies , diyanah & more . gossips , lame jokes really makes my day . if only every band practice is like tht . awwwwwwwww -nzrynn & herlina

many programmes this year . performances , exchange , overseas trip & more . omg , can't wait ~

flag day tmrw , science centre on monday , project submitted on tues , cross country in 3 weeks time . omg omg , so stress up . i haven't even completed my project yet . its still halfway done .

homework ... its weekend & i really need a break .

okay , i'll stop here for now . bye (:

love love love

2010-02-12T21:15:00.002+08:00

had a good laugh with syida during combine humans . i miss this year CNY celebration . i heard tht my class won 3rd plus full marks for math test ? omg omg omg .

see , i forgotten wht to write . nvm , im out of singapore for idkhowmanydays . but i'll be bck soon :D

anw , i miss you . do you ?

life

2010-02-09T16:06:00.007+08:00

sch was fine after all . homework piling up .

more test on the way .

been going home very early .

im out of pictures . its been so long since i took a picture of myself .

haha , just not in the mood of taking pictures i guess .

oh ya , i just got my sec 3 photo & i ♥ it .

my dad is out of town till idkwhen .

we'll be going bck to kampung on CNY .

imlookingforward because ofcousin . hehe .

anw , i want to shop ): my money is with mum . she's holding my money .

i wanna buy shoe ,

i wanna buy clothes ,

i wanna buy pants .

how i wish if money fall from the sky ?

haha , wild imagination ^^

aite , i better stop here for now .
i wanna take a nap . goodbye .

p.s. its been so long since someone really make me smile ♥

valentine's day coming .

2010-02-08T23:07:00.004+08:00

i wanna catch 'valentine's day' .

taylor swift & taylor lautner is in the movieeee ♥

cool people

2010-02-07T23:14:00.004+08:00

im such a nerd , they so cool .

im ugly , they so pretty .

omg , im so jealous ! *sobsob

anw , my stomach is giving me problem

plus menstruation cramp .

i can't take itttttt . omgggg ):

how can i survive for sch tmrw ?

syida , helppppp !

minah has spoken

2010-02-07T11:32:00.002+08:00

typical minah's . *shake-head

who agree ?

2010-02-04T20:05:00.002+08:00

i got to be fast , since i have to do tons of hmwk .

im just updating wht's happening these few days .

wandi will be sleeping over every tues & thurs so as he could study with me :D

i've been feeling VERY tired & pain at my stomach since i was discharged from the hosp .

the pills was'nt nice at all .

band tmrw & im looking forward to go . will be going home quite late .

okay , i better stop here for now . my stomach is hurting me badly ):

hospital

2010-01-31T23:28:00.003+08:00

Thanks everyone especially syida , aini & namira , cousins & family . luv ya ♥

hospitalised for 3 days was'nt awesome .

food sucks , boring . but the nurse are superb nice (:

will update a proper post soon .

i love my dad

2010-01-26T21:03:00.005+08:00

i pity my dad . he work hard , he earn money & he spent most of his money by giving me money including mum , brother , paying bills & even buy the groceries . he had to sacrfice his money just for us . he work hard & all the money gone . i mean , all the shoppings . i really appreaciate wht i have but i dont understand why , im still asking for more from him . although i already knw tht he's had a little money left after paying all the things .i knw its his responsibility for a dad . & i also knw he earn quite alot but the bills is rising up . how i wish i could help him in anyway . mayb its time for me to understand his situation (:

anw , i miss my cousin's ): meet up soon , loves . i cant waittttttt !

weekend life

2010-01-24T01:37:00.003+08:00

i miss the old times . i just feel something is'nt right .
the part where you ... nvm .
where you , love ? i just miss you so much .

dont make me think tht i did something bad to you .
please , love . you've been very nice to me
& idk how to repay you .
ohh , im sorry love ):

2010-01-21T22:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY , DAD
I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH .
LETS BUY WII ;D

2010-01-19T21:12:00.002+08:00

hey love's (:

basically , sch was just fine .
homework everyday . thick books to be brought home .
test after another . i just had my F&N test . me & appy thought of retaking the test since we wrote stupid ans . lets just pray for the best . F&N was boring . theory all they way . & with appy talking to din behind me . so noisy -.-"

will be having photo taking to tmrw . omg , i lost my sch tie . its MIA .
idk where i've put my tie but for sure , its missing .
band after sch , ohh mann !

dad birthday tmrw . will be buying for him a belated birthday . he says not to buy him anything but me & mum refuse :D so yeaaa ,

i better get going . im hungryy .
bye .

if you only have
a mind like me , ...

open hse

2010-01-17T15:07:00.003+08:00

hey lovelies .

yesterday cca oopen hse turn out to be okay . everybody was nervous . haha .
it was tiring since we had to stand for a long long time ;D
had lunch with achit , didil , miran , malik , fiko & friends .
mum & dad went johor & will be bck today .
so me , fad & mukarramah had to stay at home .

im already out of cash .
i want january to end fast since i'll be getting my allowance at the end of january !
i wonder how much is my hp bill ? hope it did'nt reach $50 :O
i already miss many people :x

im just bored . nothing to do .
im lazy to go out .
idk whether i have hmwk or not . pfft -.-"
omg , i smell foooooood .

okay , bye ;D

you've just wasted your 5 mins reading this post . haha ;D

i miss you though .
i want your ... ):

fuck off bitch

2010-01-14T22:37:00.003+08:00

i've been very exhausted this few days . with books tht are thick & heavy , cca's , homework .
pffft . yesterday was very tiring . had cca after sch . cca till 6.30 . a long dayyyy & tiring day .
slept very early yesterday .

late day today . lesson was fun . did laugh out loud about afiq . ( inside joke )
i supposed to go to the dentist at 2.45pm . but since im meeting rihyad & we had lunch .
i'll just go tmrw then .

cca tmrw & saturday . since there will be a cca open house for the sec one's . so not looking forward . had to bring alot of things tmrw . ohh goshh !

you ? me ? just friends .
please dont make me think
tht you're mine :x

2010-01-12T15:33:00.003+08:00

hey .
i've been busy lately . tons of things to do .
sec three life was rather diff but still im lovin' it :D
first lesson was chemistry & i love it .
idk why ? but its not so bad afterall . at least there's shan to guide me a little when im lost
& he will make me laugh with his lame jokes .

we had test on the first lesson of eng . great or wht ?!
mother tongue lesson will always be boring especially with the new teacher -.-"
thank god , there is'nt any exam since teacher came late . but ...
he postpone it to tmrw .
see ! its only 2nd week yknw . pffft .

oh ya , yesterday was a great day .
me , farris & shah headed to pizza after sch . we had our lunch .
we laugh at farris seeing how clumsy he is .
we did some window shopping .
went home with farris .
hell yea , we had fun ^^

sorry if my post is so %$&#@^(

camp was awesomeeeee !!!

2010-01-08T21:42:00.003+08:00

im bck from camp . yes yes , from camp !

camp was AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEE !
i had ALOT of fun with our good-looking trainers tht is suhari & tommy ^^
well , we managed to complete all our high elements .
i also overcome my fear of heights .
within 3D2N , too many awesome things happen ! i mean really .
those good times will never be forgotten . i cant describe this awesome feeling .
those memorable things can't put into words .
i had fun , they had fun , trainers had fun , WE had fun !!!
i already miss out trainers . time FLY so fasttt .
turn back the time pleaseeeeee pleaseeeee !

i dont need you anymore .

2010-01-05T16:43:00.003+08:00

lunch with didil after so long .
yes , we had a long talk about each other life .
another time okay , didil .

first day of sch

2010-01-04T23:25:00.002+08:00

i would'nt say tht sch was fun bla bla bla . it was fine actually .
yes , spending time with girlf was awesome .
was happy to see most of my classmate are from 2/3 last year .
and was delighted to see boyf ^^

oh ya , class was at the last floor . omg , another year of losing weight . if yknw wht i mean .
teacher was not so bad . i sat at the first row , infront of the teacher table -.-
can't sleep during class , gosh !

we just got to knw there will be camp on wed .
we had some camp briefing . it will be at labrador .
the camp seems kinda boring .
im not looking forward for it . the activities is not like last year .
last year was one awesome camp ^^
hope it will be fun . hmmmm ...

first day of assembly will always be boring .
i almost slept during assembly with his talk .
slacked with bp at the canteen after sch while waiting for fad .

met fad . as usual , we did laugh like nobody business .
had my lunch at long john . met su .
& home sweet home .

hmm , i kinda miss ahmad rihyad .
i wonder how he is .
and and and i miss his girlf too .

i stop here for today .
another day at sch tmrw .
bye .

sch tmrw !!!!!

2010-01-03T22:43:00.002+08:00

sch tmr . not looking forward .
i only looking forward to meet my friends . yes , can't wait for tht .
i bought a new spec . loving it .

im still in my holiday mood .
im not sleepy though my mum already asked my to sleep .
it seems tht my holiday is so fast . i mean VERY fast .
my 2009 holiday seems kinda boring .

okay , i better get going now .
bye (:

new year

2010-01-01T01:20:00.002+08:00

well , since 2009 is over . everything will start afresh .

i had fun , memorable , enjoying 2009 .
though there mayb some ups and down
but still , i enjoy it .

i've learnt a lot of lesson this year .
studies is fine excluding the part where group members not helping . -.-"

& if ever i've make you guy mad or iritated ,
im sorry .
because w/o you people , im nothing .
thank you so much (:

happy new year :D

15th year anniversary .

2009-12-31T00:02:00.003+08:00

i had to travel alone to ghim moh . all thanks to fadilah . hahaha . pass her shoe , uniform & her pencil box . we went Jurong east . met aunt . then to fad sch . had our lunch cum dinner at sheng shiong . then to jurong point to buy some stationary . me & fad was laughing our ass out about a minor thing and some nonsencical jokes . saw aan & hafiz . i still has'nt buy my pencil box , file , dust coat & eng book . haiyooo .

anw , my purpose of putting brother picture is because brother is being so cuteeeeee today :D
brother love to eat his milk powder & he'll be like " sedap ehh " HAHA ! so cuteeeeeee . iloveyou , bby :D

happy 15th year mum & dad :D

sleepy

2009-12-30T00:27:00.005+08:00

the whole day . i had band . trumpies was hilarious , especially herlina . had long conversation with eya during lunch after so long ^^ nice one ehh :D mr tan came in at 3 , gave us some talk ; ydaydayadaya .
i almost slept infront of him . even ris . haha .
trumpies had to do pumping just because of herlina SLOW walk . aiyooo !

2009-12-29T00:45:00.002+08:00

i hate people when they say " i wont wear this " or " i hate to be like this " . something like tht , you see . but end up , they wear tht or they are like tht . like ape gtu . typical people -.-" better dont say it because you might be the one who wearing it or being like tht . i hope tht someone realise it okay !

tonned

2009-12-28T01:39:00.002+08:00

im tanned and i got sunburn D:
i tonned at ecp on thursday plus BBQ with cousin , rihyad & su .
take a nap with wandi infront of the sea at 5+am . nice one .
McDonalds in the morning at 7.40am .
swim from 9am till 3+pm . thts the reason i got sunburn and tanned .
not only me but the others too .

so bath , ate lunch and waited for miran's family .
they had BBQ . i was too tired . i slept at 2am .
went home at 6am in the morning . how cool .

danish's family sleep over at my hse . each of us woke up at 12+ nearly 1pm .
mum and dad went to someone's wedding while me , bro & aunt went to fad's cribs .
karoake & ate our dinner .
mustaffa centre at 12am . bought myself a water bottle for next year .
home at 3am . car was cramped . fidut & fad sleep over at my hse .

slept at 5am . wake up at 12.15pm .
travel to bedok . went someone's wedding .
one of a kind wedding . ^^
nice food , nice place :D
went Spore expo . fad buy desktop tht was fcuking nice .
sale's everywhr . NICE laptop but sadly dad says other time D:

home at 7.30 . watch SI . saw mimie on tv -.-"
sezairi won . yadayadayaya .

...

i wanna be good girl next year , 2010
i wanna be very kental kental type
i wanna have alot of friend ..

how about tht ? ^^

2009-12-24T00:05:00.002+08:00

hamster , rabbit or kitten ?

i suddenly feel like adopting / keeping a pet . wahh , ly sey . so , i told mum . mum said we check it out at the pet shop .
we went jp . eat kfc since mum wanted to treat us . *happy
so we take a look at the pet shop at jp . i thought they sell any pets . unfortunately , they nvr sell any pets .
im still considering wht to buy .

tmrw is christmas eve . dad's not working & he has alot of plan for tmrw . fad's family having BBQ tmrw & i thought of tonn-ing there . on friday will be miran family to have BBQ . so yea , has alot of plan for christmas :D

2009-12-21T22:46:00.002+08:00

i look so pail . hahahah .
sunday :
mak busu sleep over at my hse on Saturday & went home early on Sunday . went to aunt hse with family , kak fad & mukarramah to have some karaoke section . played bingo . well , i won only for one game . sad sad ): fidut won most of the game & he's the richest guy . cheyy .

as for today , i slacked at home . i entertain myself with tv & aqil . since cousin came over my hse just now , i dont feel so bored . im out of cash & sch starting in two weeks time .
i realise tht my holiday this year is SO BORING . as in , i rarely went out . i stayed at home most of the time doing nothing .

im planning to spend my time outside for this particular two weeks . i planning to go out with bby , cousin , friends , bp . wahh , mcm byk duit gtu . HAHA .
okay , i'll stop here for now . bye (:

holiday

2009-12-19T22:31:00.002+08:00

HELLO !!!
im bck . haha . 8 days full of activity which was awesomeeee :D
i already start to miss every moment . i reach home at 3 am today .
everyone is at my hse . they were laughing out loud watching the video .
lets start the story .

we left singapore at arnd 9 . we travel about 700km to kulim . we reach kulim at arnd 7-8 the next morning .

DAY ONE :
we went to nenek / atok hse . took a nap . had our lunch .
went giant to buy a few things > waterfall ; swim . it was memorable one . > home (nenek / atok hse )

DAY TWO :
the day we went to langkawi .
home > kuala perlis ferry terminal ; one hour journey > rent a car > lunch > check in at century suria
> swimming > dinner .

DAY THREE :
tiring plus fun day .
hotel > breakfast > gamat hse > makam mahsuri > beach scenery > cable car ; funn > chendol beside the sea & airport ; breezy > bck to hotel > swimming > dinner at hotel room .

DAY FOUR :
border of thailand .
hotel > breakfast > check-out > chocolate shop ; shopping > bck to ferry terminal shopping centre ; shopping > bck to kuala perlis > lunch > padang besar ; shopping > border line of thailand > dinner ; roti arab ^^ > home .

DAY FIVE :
the day we go pulau pinang .
home > ferry terminal with car > bukit bendera > batu ferringi ; lunch plus banana boat , last min plan > hard rock hotel ; fcuking nice > drive around the island ; waterfall > penang bridge ; jammed > dinner ; mee udang shop > home .

DAY SIX :
rest day .
home > watch tv > waterfall ; half and hour swim > home ; BBQ .

DAY SEVEN :
we said goodbye to nenek and atok . we left kulim at 2 .
a long journey bck to singapore . reach the next day .

sorry if the post is too long .

2009-12-11T19:20:00.002+08:00

leaving soon . im sure going to miss many people ): i hope to have fun there since something unexpected happen . alright , i better get going now . im not sure when i coming bck . so yea , i'll msg you guys anything okay :D

lunch

2009-12-09T22:24:00.003+08:00

Hey, Syarmmimie here updating for Liyana.
Since she's lazy to update, so here am I HELPING her.
Plus, she told me to update for her.
And voila, I've got nothing to do. So ya :)

Went to have lunch together just now and Rihyad came soon after that.
Then Susu and Kak Fad came along.
MacD>KFC>Headed to 860 to slack>Bubble Tea>Home@7pm.

And ya, Liyana will not be in town on Saturday till i-forgot-when.

Okay till here,
I wanna eat.
GOOD DAY!

OKAY, LIY YOU OWE ME

2009-12-09T00:26:00.001+08:00

Get over it , ly

singaporeans -.-"

2009-12-07T23:09:00.004+08:00

everybody is beautiful . don't you think so ? i admit tht i do jealous seeing preety girls . i do self-praising because to gain confidence . chey -.-" so yea , girls . try self praising saying you are beautiful , hot , sexy or whtever tht you can describe yourself . dont say yourself ugly . it dont work at all . if the boys says you are ugly , heck care them because they THEMSELVES think they are hot , cute or handsome . i knw its heart-breaking hearing them saying you are ugly . but just ignore wht the says , because one fine day someone will accept who you are (: so yea , start self-praising :D

and anw ,

i miss FAIZ . happy now ? -.-"

holiday

2009-12-07T00:36:00.002+08:00

a trip to ponderosa golf & country club was not so bad afterall .
somemore uncle zam bring lappy and there's wireless . wa liao , so greattt ~
uncle zam reccomend me some lappy tht was totally NICE babeyyyy !!!
there's purple , pink , green , blue , white .
wahhhhh !

& i was hoping to spend more time there .
but eventually , no .
our parents are working the next day .
so , the dad's planned to play bowling once we reached spore .
we went to west coast recreational centre .
play bowling . i had fun , they had fun .
went homeee ~

i just watch paranormal activity .
the first part of the movie was boring .
more about talkingggg ,
blablabla .
the middle part & ending really freak me out .
tht thing is still fresh on my mind .
i rate 8/10 :D

im going to langkawi with cousin this friday .
& im sooooooo looking forward .
its because bby are going & i've been wanting to go langkawi so badly .
i'll be away for one week :D *happy

omg , my engilsh so rabak -.-"
like seriously .
ohh myy goddd !
AHAHAHA !
OKAY BYE BYE .

2009-12-05T01:25:00.002+08:00

" At Band i was sibehhh dulan manzxz! FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK This PUBOR!!!
Her whole family die lah! Eh, I sec 1 easy to bully ar? Knnb, you die fast lah. Want bully me? Wait for your whole fucking life manzxz. " - idiot

FUCK YOU BITCH ! YOU THINK YOU FCUKING PRINCESS OR WHT _|_ YOU KNNCB !

2009-12-03T16:36:00.003+08:00

chey , padahal fireworks kat vivo lain sia . HAHA !

okay , bck to blogging . sorry if did'nt blog for quite a long time .
one reason for sure , im lazy like pig . cheyy !
many unexpected things happen this few days .
good things & bad things .
sighhh .

yesterday was AWESOME . i repeat again eh , AWESOME :D
so called cousin outing . cousin + rihyad + suhaimi <3
cousin ; yusri , mirah , fad , wani , mukarramah .
out > 4.20
home > 11.30
me & rihyad planned to suprised wani with a birthday cake for her belated birthday .
we accidentally met rihyad when we was'nt supposed to meet him & wani .
HAHA ! funny siaa .

so bought KFC , ate at rooftop .
waited for wani & rihyad -.-" sang korean birthday song to wani . :D
yusri lame jokes , laughing till stomach ache .
fireworks at nine , so niceeeeeeee ~
bla bla bla ,
snap photo's , waited for the bus .
bussed to interchange . rihyad & su vomit .
bussed home .

pathethic post ? i knwwwwww ! i dont freaking knw wht to blog about . HAHAHAHA !
one thing for sure , happy shit babeyyyyy ~

im sorry

2009-11-29T23:10:00.001+08:00

if you were to read my blog ,

im sorry , aan ):

& i really mean it .

hari raya haji

2009-11-27T21:14:00.003+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Haji :D

so yes , i basically spent my time at home . poeple coming in and out of my house . had to wake up VERY early . trained to Jurong East . so many bangla *smelly . heh :D
trained bck home . change to baju kurung since people are coming over . nenek cook rendang , sotong , lontong . wahh , super niceeee :D ate alott , trust me . very FAT already . oh tk eh ?

i eat , sleep , webcam , watch tv . very bored yknw .
im waiting for KFC to arrive . aunt treat KFC .
i want to watch movie tmrw but im sleeping over at kampung tmrw .
i want to top-up my hp but im lazy .
i want to buy new lappy but dad say not this mth .

i look beautiful today XD
i love my hair today .
i love my hair colour .
HAHA ! nonsense . im self-praising -.-"
bye bye ^^

band camp

2009-11-26T16:20:00.002+08:00

sorry for not updating . HAH !
for a moment , i forgot my password for blogger when i wanted to sign in just now .
well many things happen . chey ! many things eh -.-"
i'll just summarise things up okay ?

went fad hse on sunday . fad sleep over my hse till tuesday . great times with her .
remembering those times when she live my hse . was so fun ! i miss wani too D:

on monday , met aan , hafiz & das with fad . met ashaa then since she want to borrow me her marching shoe .
thanks dear ^^ we then slacked at street soccer near hafiz hse . it was FUN . was laughing with das lame jokes . somemore ashaa join in . HAHA ! fun fun .

had drill camp the next day . the camp was tiring but fun .
day one , they divide each of us into 4 groups .
my group consists of natasha , ain , maherah , chun lin , syafiq (half-way) , ju & azri .
mocha was very blur blur type of group . HAHA ! no , like seriously .
& because of nazrynn , i became so blur-sotong . pffft -.-"
the drill was oh-so awesome :D many fall out on the first day .
idk the reason why . the BBQ was such a pathethic ass . its because our BBQ pit does'nt want to light & we ate RAW food / half cooked food . we ate uncooked crab stick . half cooked otak otak , satay & hotdogs .
slept nearly 12 .

day two , had to assemble 6.30 at parade square . Do pt . muscle cramp . breakfast food okay . drill then had test at AVA . feeling sleepy in the AVA -.- lunch food was NICE NICE *happy . had drill test . i did badly . pffft -.- i love the ending part . the whole band march till infront of the sch gate . so cool ^^ love ittt :D:D:D
reach home nearly 6 . mum bought me KFC . slept almost 12 .

body still aching , muscle cramp . not enough sleep . omgggggg ! im still tiredddddd D:
& ya , i miss rihyad . so long nvr see him . ehh , come bck soon ass !
like again , brother spoil my lappy . i can't even swith it on .
so dad promise me to buy me a mini lappy . omg , cant wait ~

okay bye bye ^^

soccer match

2009-11-21T23:03:00.006+08:00

i miss spending my time with love one's . seriously .

shall plan an outing soon once i have moneyyy ~

soccer match between ginga and le vida loca .

nice game . ginga won by 13-8 .

le vida loca was short of players but they play great .

met rihyad at cosy .

im sure going to miss him before he leave .

HAHA ! see you ass ^^

im watching screams queens . im laughing alone .

LOL ! sorry if my post are short these days .

idk wht to update actually .

HAHAHA !

okay , bye bye .

braces

2009-11-21T00:14:00.003+08:00

i wear braces & im loving it ♥
soccer match later . gooood luck ^^
same class with boy-f . yay !
anw , there's a diff between boyf & boy-f :D

love

2009-11-20T23:05:00.004+08:00

me : if i were to die , wht you remember me as ?
rihyad : my sister
aan : i would not imply the word die . but if anything is supposed to happen to you in the future . i would definitely remember liyana bte abd rahman . chey , smrg je . btl eh tu mane bapak kau ? haha . i would remember you as my good friend tht wants and tries very hard to be here for me . although i may be quite stubborn and annoying at times . You had always tolerated my behavior . not much people can take it but you did . i knw ive not been a good friend to you . but you always knw tht im always here for you alright . though you too , mayb iritating and nonsense at times but tht "special" feature of you is wht makes liyana as beautifully imperfect as she is . tht is wht i always remember you as . haha . and thanks for being my friend ......

awwwwwwwwww , so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet (L)

2009-11-19T22:49:00.000+08:00

im sick , sad & angry !

throat hurt badly , oh shit D:

sick

2009-11-19T20:47:00.002+08:00

i knw its been so long since i updated my blog . chey !
i have alot of things to share but im lazy to type .

first of all , im sick & i mean it . thanks malik for accompanying me to polyclinics .

doctor gave me sleeping pills . awesome ? i knw ! & tht pills only cost 70 cent .

slept cousin house yesterday . me & shaz slept almost 2am talking crap . HAHA ! it was funny . good times ~

ohh ya , the class outing on monday was'nt as fun as wht i expected it going to be . but it was okay :D i had fun with girlf & boyf . slept fidut hse on tht day . i & fad had fun make-up each other . we look cute , ugly . HAHAHA !

there's band tmrw . im so not looking forward to it . oh gee ~ im looking forward to meet trumpeters but not the practices -.-"

camp coming on the 24 and 25 . have not bought my marching shoe . shall borrow . chey ! AHAHAH !

okay , i'll stop here for now :D

you make me smile , dear .

beautiful

2009-11-16T00:06:00.002+08:00

im beautiful *happy
i love my hair colour *jumping up and down
i cant wait later on * rolling
HAHAHAHA !

2009-11-15T00:18:00.002+08:00

i slept quite early yesterday . was too tired . body ache everywhere . my eyes are half-open .
the last one to wake up . hah . feeling much better but still feel a little tired .
went to grandmother hse at tampines . nothing much to do . camwhore with wani , trying farhanah clothes , com , watching tv , sleep & eat . thts wht i basically do . went to labrador after tht . enjoy the wind & went home (:

i've gotten most of the picture's of yesterday . feel free to see at my facebook . haha . okay , i love my hair today . so niceeeeee (L) hmm , i want to watch 2012 & paranormal activity (ignore my spelling error) . seriously , i just need money & vroooom , i go watch the both movie . anybody so kind , treat me ? HAHAHA !
okay , im so obssesed with tht movie . like OMG ! hahahah . okay , im talking crap . thts all for today post .
byebye & im beautiful *happy

"sebernanya diriku masih mengharapkanmu"

pissed off

2009-11-13T21:57:00.002+08:00

i still dont have the pictures of today performance . despite all the unexpected things tht happen to trumpeters , it turn to be okay (:
i hope the performance tht was made by us was okay :D
so yea , we had to report to sch as early as 6.45 am ! most of them were late , like usual .
start warm-up & went to Singapore Poly . had our rehearsel & our first show . had our lunch , snap some photo's with friends . hope to get the photo soon (:
i had fun laughing with band mates & when irdayu fell down . haha , funny .
so we had our second performance & this time i was very maluu . hahaha . so went bck sch when everything starts to happen .

i was pissed off with people surrounding me . including the time when she did'nt helped me at all , cousin did'nt want to eat with me & making up reason's , hafiz scolded me on the phone just because i ask an to accompany me , when she asked me to send her things and yet she knw tht im VERY tired , walking home from her place . pfffft .

i was happy , sad , angry ? undescribe feelings D:

2009-11-11T23:51:00.002+08:00

im bored , really bored . im biting my fingers , how awesome ? i knw ^^
there's sch tmrw . technical rehearsel tmrw at singapore poly from 8-1 .
but i have to reach sch at 7 . yes , SEVEN ! how early can it be . pfffft -.-
friday will be the day & comfirm SEVEN O'CLOCK is the reporting time . i cant be late . or elseeee ~
i've yet to buy my marching shoe . shall buy this saturday . will be having band camp on 24 & 25 -.-
im lazy but its compulsary .

finally i got to meet A!mirah . accompany her go makan ~
mimie come over . had fun indeed .

i have nothing to update actaully . so yea ~
will be meeting ashaa i guess to take the money $$
okay , i want to sleep . must go sch tmrw ):
bye bye . i love you people . HAHAHA!

NEW BROTHER !

2009-11-10T00:53:00.004+08:00

Because of facebook , im laughing my ass out alone -.- not me alone but rihyad too HAHAHAHA !

SocialInterview.com asked me "How would you feel if your parents decided to adopt Reeyard Drayeer?"

I answered ''wahhh ! aku ader abg baru lahhh . yesxssxaaa !''

so we started out chtting about this question & our imagination goes WILD . HAHAHA ! mind my english , thank you .

we imagine alot of things , its too long for me to paste our conversation but i laugh like org giler yknw . HAHAHAHAHA !

imagine if my parents were to adopt rihyad & he'll be my brother . cool or wht ? you people imagine tht ! HAHAHAH !
wahhhh , everything going to BE SO AWESOME YKNW ! HAHAHAHA !
okay , i have to sleep nw . had to go sch early tmrw since i have to take the money . bye bye !
& IMAGINE !!! HAHAHAHA !

missing people

2009-11-09T23:09:00.005+08:00

i missing people .
i miss syarmmimie roza , aaiyisah , ashaa , ain , farhanah , acah , syida , fiqah , sarmira , farah , moo , adibah , nai , khalisah , farris , shah , afiq , xavier , guo hua , yanty , irdayu , hafiz , aan , adilah , anok , kak fad , fidut , hazrul , rahman , aini , namirah , razak , ilham , susu , redarus , irwan , min , a!mirah , iszuan , suffian , malik , isnin & many moreee ):

when can we meet ? ohh my godd !
meet you people soon okay <3
ly (:

jealous

2009-11-08T00:22:00.002+08:00

Ooh, no
Yeah, yeah

She's got green eyes and she's 5'5"
Long brown hair all down her back
Cadillac truck
So the hell what
What's so special about that
She used to model, she's done some acting
So she weighs buck o 5
So I guess she's alright if perfection is what you like

Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not
Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got
Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you used to look at me that way

Tell me what makes her so much better than me (so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can't remember when it was me

And now you don't feel the same
I remember you would shiver everytime I said your name
You said nothing felt as good as when you gaze into my eyes
Now you don't care I'm alive
How did we let the fire die

Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not
Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got
Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you used to look at me that way

What makes her so much better than me (so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can't remember when it was me

That made you smile
That made you laugh
Even if it makes you happier than you have ever been, oh me
That was your world (me)
Your Perfect girl
Nothing about me has changed
That's why I'm here wondering

What makes her so much better than me (what makes her so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can't remember when it was me

What makes her so much better than me (what makes her so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can't remember when it was me

When it was me
When it was me
When it was me

2009-11-06T11:38:00.002+08:00

* ugly face . boyfriends :D

was supposed to go for science class . i thought i was late . end up , did'nt go :D
lame ? i knw . im out of cash . i want to work but im pack with sch stuff -.- i need money . chey ! $_$
there's performance at singapore poly on 13 . had to book the satay & pit . there's alot of things to settle -.-" ohh myyy ! prepaid running low . so fasttttt ? i knwwww ):
hair growing longerr , yay ! HAHA !

stupid post !

D;

2009-11-05T19:30:00.002+08:00

upon reading wht you said to her , im dissapointed with you . you're just like any other guy . hah . acting nice towards me . talking bad behind me . wow ! i really appreciat boy . im not going to fall for you anymore , friend . you sucks , fcuker !

i have better friend than you !

miss class

2009-11-02T23:20:00.002+08:00

im going to miss 2na3 badly . after two years , going through up & down together (: well , our class got this bad attitude of chasing out new teachers . haha ! giving headache or even make them cry . we suck , i knw . but i do love my class for whtever reason . im sure going to miss them badly since we're separating ):
though i hate some of the students in my class . i knw , yknw who it is . 4 student in my class are going to retained . mayb its their fault for not studying very hard for it or slacked for project work . being lazy i mean ?
you may be smart at certain subject but its no point if you are being too lazy in class . so yea , yknw wht i mean right ? wht am i blabbering about actually ? pfffft , forget about it .

went to jp with ashaa and acah . bla bla bla , met an & hafiz after tht , they bullied me . fad & su then came . yes , i laugh alot . i had fun with them . su starting to talk to me . *happy

there's sch tmrw . there's extra class . 2 hours of studying -.- 18 nov , exam . wth ! holiday sia , oh come on !

my tagboard is giving me problem . i shall fix it soon okay ? so people , anything just cht with me . stupid tagboard .

i can't barely wait for the class outing . i already booked the pit . planning on the food's & etc . everybody seems so anxious about it . argggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh ! i cant wait .

strawberry blonde

2009-11-01T23:32:00.002+08:00

and we go " omg "
and we go "omg "
and we go " O O O O O , omg "

-big mac

i dye my hair . i mean not the whole hair . i highlight my hair . it suposed to be blonde but it look brownish on my hair . i just love my new hair :D since there's leftsover and mum allowed me to dye , so yea , i dye my hair .

thanks to amiran & wani who dye my hair . especially amiran . who sacrifice his time for me . he also accompany me home for my mum aunt hse . awww , love you .

did'nt went to religious class . body , leg & neck was aching . so i plan not to go . i also heard from khumairah tht there's nothing to do . -.-

no sch tmrw , but there's sch till next year . yay me ! pffffffffft -.-

i would like to wish acah a happy birthday (:

& now , im waiting for yusri to atleast online , so i could wish him a happy birthday .
he's birthday is in 7 mins time . bby , faster onlineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

separate .

2009-10-31T20:50:00.002+08:00

report book are out . well , im dissapointed with my results . HEARTs pull my results down . getting 17 points for N level , 17th in class . is'nt tht sucks ? my mid year results was way much better than end year . atleast , i got promoted to Sec 3 (NA) . subject for next year are also out too .

i got chem/bio , ss/hist and F&N . people say bio is difficult ? O.O wish me luck for next year .
im going to study hard for next year . trust me . less slacking arnd , being attentive in class , sleeping early . chey !

SCHOOL'S OVER . HOLIDAY TIME ^^
hah , pathetic much ? yes , pathetic . reason being , my holidays are not like holidays .
there's performance , Extra class , band practice , camp & etc . though i got class outing & etc . i still dont feel like holiday . holiday means NO SCHOOL . but there's sch ? wht am i talking ? forget about it .

our class won model class award , believe it or not ? for TWO years straight . last year was dry . so i hope this year outing to east coast park will be great :D bus is provided to and fro thanks to muzirah . i cant wait ! i have to book the pit & food already -.-

yesterday was sucks . though its last day of sch , i HAVE cca . thanks to aqa & aaiyisah who make me laugh & accompany me before band . minyak-kunyit ~
i screwed up during band . i just sucks on tht day . my throat suddenly hurt badly . arghhh ! had to find bermudas like org bodoh .

had to wake up early -.- went to sentosa for band outing & i had FUN . BIG MAC was our group name . HAHA ! we did'nt won all the game but we won the cheer competition . got ALOT of chocolate ^^ captian water ball was fun especially against alumni . HAHA ! they cheat & we get wet . great ~

HAHAHA ! F-U-N :D

p.s. because i knw im nothing .

still , you sucks .

2009-10-27T22:20:00.004+08:00

i've been sleeping very late .
doing nothing ,
but looking at the ceiling .
something just bothering me .
i can't stop thinking about it .

yknw sometimes , how i wish my life would be like last time ?
where i love to smile , laugh & jokes arnd .
but now , its gone .
for me , im nothing anymore .
im useless .

whts wrong with me ?
why cant i be like last time ?
i been keeping myself quiet .
D: D: D:

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

had lunch with xavier , afiq , shah & ashaa .
well , i had fun .
they make lame jokes .
next time okay ?

there's band tmrw .
i have to go
to collect my band tee .
return all the form .
im performing on 12 & 13 november
at Singapore Poly .

there's rehearsels , band outing .
friday will be the last day of sch
& i cant wait (:

2009-10-26T21:51:00.002+08:00

well , sch started off pretty well .
i had fun , class had fun (:
PE was not so bad .
free play ^^
history was story telling .
class was quiet . HAHA !
while waiting for the relief teacher to came in ,
class was noisy . i mean VERY noisy .
during literature , played true or dare ? yea ~
HAHA ! its funny though .

ate lunch with ahmad rihyad .
MC was pack .
the Q was long -.-

i make up with boy-friendss to go lunch with them tmrw .
will be eating at jaypee .
since they agree to go tmrw .
so yea ~

anw ,
yusri bby will be going to japan for one week ):
im going to miss him very much ):
he's leaving this thurs .
how i wish i at least could sent him to airport ?
can ? ):
i can't celebrate his birthday with him ):
i can't give him a birthday hug on his actual birthday ):
i can't give his present on time ):
i'll post about him again on the day before thurs ? ):

2009-10-25T19:10:00.002+08:00

well , i did'nt blogged for days .
haha ! been busy , you see .
next week will be the last week
& holidayy ^^

yes , i can't barely wait .
i want to go out (:

i went out the whole day yesterday .
wake very early ,
just to accompany my dad to market .
the market turn out be much better than wht i expected .
bought lots of food .

in the afternoon , went to expo .
one thing for sure ,
NIKON D5000 really make me go "WOW"
daddy , buy for me pleaseeee ^^

we then went to tampines mall .
i did shopping , my family did shopping (:
except for dad who did'nt buy anything .
pity him ~

fidut is at my hse .
sleeping my hse ^^
luckily i have someone to accompany me ,
the whole day at home -.-

outing.

2009-10-22T22:30:00.002+08:00

bear with the long post okay ?

the outing was oh-so-awesome ^^
the uploading of photo's are slow .
very slow -.-"
chey !

with rihyad & su taggin along (:
the trip consist of ,
me , wani , mirah , fad , kak along , yad , su , miran & abg man .
miran is being so sweet ^^
he came just because of mee :D

i felt left out at giant .
bought food , drinks & tidbits .
giant vivo > sentosa > Zam zam > sheesha > abg man place > home !
out : 12
home : nearly 11 (:

went to sch today .
since i want to knw my hist results (:
reached sch , no friend ):
thanks to the guys who entertain me .
i did laugh-out-loud with them (:

im sorry if i did'nt tagged along with you guys for lunch .
i promise , i'll tagged along next week okay (:
they're being so nice to me ^^
i love you lahh .

i did recieve my results .
was praying hard with shah before the teacher came .
im VERY sastified with my results .
i studied & i manage to pass .
i got 60 .

one thing for sure , i pass my geography & got 62 .
though i did'nt study like how much i study for my history .
was VERY shock . haha !

i pass most of my papers but failed my lit & sci .
haha ! tht one comfirm ^^

there's no sch tmrw
since its promotion day .
im scared . very scared .
im scared tht i wont get to go to sec 3
im scared tht i'll dissapointed my parents .
im scared tht my effort of doing pw & study's was just wasting .
im scaredddd )):

okay ,
bye (:

p.s i can take jokes but there's a limit for everything . finally , yknw how fcuked up i am ! & come on uhh . i told you once about tht thing okay .

2009-10-19T22:25:00.002+08:00

there's sch tmrw .
im not looking forward to go to sch .
i dont want to see my results .
ohh myyy !

can't wait for cousin outing .
going sentosa & sheesha ^^
no need transport money
taking car :D

perjumpaan hari raya was great ~
having alot of fun .
cam-whore non-stop .

uploading the pictures at fb
its taking ages !
when its done , its says upload failed !
fcuk !

rot at home the whole day with aqil .
nothing to do but watching tv .
went sheng siong with family .
bought myself FOOD :D

i'll stop here for now . sayonara :D

i can't stop thinking of you . when jealousy strikes ~

2009-10-18T01:27:00.002+08:00

will update a proper post tmrw ~

too tired (:

im so over you dear .

2009-10-16T01:57:00.003+08:00

he's freaking hot ! *melts

NO MORE EXAM ! yesxzzaaa ~
can enjoy & have freedom :D
like i always said ,
"kiter enjoy siang dan malam "

after exam , met rihyad .
sch > MC > cosy > home > cosy > interchange > alexandra hosp > vivo city > home !
nas join when we're otw to mc .
& went home after tht .
kak wani join us at cosy .
aul , fir & wandi then join us at cosy .

reached hosp , went to gym room .
dance - dance - dance .
slacked arnd . FUN ~

something happen .
we knw , i knw . public dk ^^
scary though .

window shopping at vivo !
& i WANT MONEYYYY .
I WANT TO GO SHOPPINGGGGGGGGG .
ARGHHHHHH ~

when i first saw you , i was looking at you . hoping you smile & yea , there you goes smiling at me widely :D

2009-10-14T22:49:00.003+08:00

im exhausted . very exhausted .

idk why . not enough sleep ? yea .

body is aching . eyes are sleepy .

shit , no !

MT paper was manageable .

well , i took 45 mins to complete tht paper .

& another 45 mins of sleeping .

i slept pretty late yesterday .

i did not study .

im not pretty sure wht i did yesterday night O.o

last paper is tmrw & it math paper 2 .

arghhhh !

i've yet to study for it .

shall study later .

went MC after exam to have our breakfast .

eat & plan .

mimie came my hse ,

waited for me to siap-siap ^^

we was otw to mimie hse when we saw ,

someone died at the bus-stop O.O

was shock though -.-"

waited for mimie to siap-siap ,

proceed to lib .

saw wandi & friends .

hang out with them .

i had funnnn :D

many things happen in 30 mins :D

i think im falling in love . he's too cuteee *melts*

exam .

2009-10-13T23:42:00.004+08:00

i did studied for science and slept quite early yesterday .
and yet i was half-asleep during science paper .
it rain early in the morning ,
so tht must be the reason why im sleepy ?

science o-kay o-kay +_____+
manage to do some .
english paper was ... .
its so difficult !
i can't barely think of anything -.-"

how great ~ im sure to fail many subject this year .
i can't stop thinking how badly i've done for the paper this year .
i admit i dont study hard but atleast give me a border line ?
arghhh ! no point begging for marks .
like as if the teachers will hear me -.-"

tmrw will be second last paper .
MT paper tmrw . so need to study uhh ?
one thing for sure , i dont study for tht subject :D
math paper will be the last paper .
study hard ly ~

once exam over ,
its time for me to relax & enjoy ~
then on the day i got my result ,
COMFIRM bad mood !

im scared . i wonder if i can go to sec 3 .
after all those stupid exams & project .
haiyaaaaaaaaa ~
allah , help meee )):

shah is being a good friend of mine

who have been my side since exam started :D

he give me confident , encourage me & etc .

one thing for sure , i love you FRIEND :D

2009-10-12T19:56:00.003+08:00

i just screw geography paper -.-"
i was doing half-way when i fall asleep .
mr salizam saw how sleepy i am doing tht paper .
though i slept at 11 yesterday .

homec paper was o-kay . not so bad .
i manage to finish up the paper in 30 mins .
yea , THIRTY-MINUTES -.-"

spend my afternoon with rihyad .
outside sch > home > gek poh mc > cosy > rihyad house > interchange > Gek poh mc > home .
he entertain me all the way -.-"
study with him :D

i manage to complete 3/4 of the book .
1/4 left for me to revise my science .
arghhhh ! stress .

2009-10-10T20:32:00.002+08:00

hello .

went out with kak wani yesterday .
home > kak wani hse > achor point > jay pee > starbuck > home & dance -.-"
had a great time with her & bought smtg for 21 oct ^^

maths paper one on monday was pretty okay (:
history paper was not so bad .
i manage to do with confidence :D
literature paper was DIFFICULT !
i was half asleep in the middle of the exam .
did anyhow onlyyy -.-" comfirm FAIL .

geography & homec paper on monday and yet to study .
geograhpy = no hope to pass .
homec = MUST pass .
or else matiii ~

kak mirah , kak fad & kak wani is over at my hse .
mirah & wani playing lappy .
wani otp with rihyad .
me ? fb -.-"
ass , im bored . entertain meee !

2009-10-10T00:38:00.004+08:00

ever been in this situation before ?

6 paper down & 6 more paper to go . Greatttt ~

2009-10-07T17:33:00.003+08:00

sch was pretty okay . slept quite late yesterday . math lesson ; sleepy though its our last lesson before exam start . class was noisy since the other class join in -.-" helped out farris art work since im done . mr D was not in a good mood since class was not attentive . had homec practical exam & luckily my partner was shah . one thing for sure , we DID pretty well . " well done ! "
got ourself 18 out of 20 :D it taste niceeeeee ^^

two hours dentention was super boring this time since its infront of the staffroom & mdm shafie is the teacher in-charge . we had to serve two hours of detention . did nothing but talking .

well , i wont be updating my blog so much since exam is starting tmrw & i really have to start mugging . HIATUS okay ? hah !

p.s we're over .

2009-10-06T21:32:00.003+08:00

stop blaming me for everything thts has happen or going to happen . think ! get the story right . i have the reason for everything okay ! its not tht i purposely want to do tht but you people must understand my situation . i've MOVE ON . so get tht in your mind before saying me " bustard sia kau " or whtever you want to say . so please , if you PEOPLE dont knw anything , ask me . stop jumping into conclusion . & ya , if you dont understand my story , thts your problem . JUST STOP ALL THE BLAMING PLEASE !

2009-10-05T08:32:00.003+08:00

its been days since im with you . i've been trying my best to give love for you . im sorry but i just can't give you a second chance as you have hurt me ENOUGH . i admit tht i do love you , need you last time but after wht had happen , i've move on .

i lie to myself because i cant barely seeing you hurt by me . they put preasure on me accepting you . so yea , there it goes . dont get me wrong . IM SORRY , i did'nt mean for wht had happen .

happy birthday (:

2009-10-03T00:32:00.003+08:00

happy fourteen birthday , lily (:

when the clocks strikes 12 , my handphone start ringing & many people were chtting with me . wishing me a happy birthday . awwwww ! as time pass , more & more msges were recieved .

went to sch with my eyes swollen . arghhh , fcuk -.-" people start wishing me happy birthday non-stop :D during lesson , i just feel like its an ordinary day -.-" start to recieve more msges . hoho ! after sch , went to met yad & kak wani . went to jay pee & ate at burger king .

amiran texted me , asking where am i ? & he wanted to meet me at cosy . so yes , when i was otw . yad & kak wani tie smtg on my eyes so i cant see ? haha !
when i open , i saw helium balloon & famous amouse happy birthday cookie . i almost cry . how sweet of them . HAHA !

slack at cosy till i almost sleep . bought drink & slacked at 860 . yad & kak wani dont seems to let me go home . they start making up reasons . as time pass , i feel so uneasy . met kak fad . we then went home . went up with kak fad & wak .

as we open the door , they sang us a birthday song . tears of joy start coming out . kak fad & me were crying , hugging . we did'nt expect this . mimie , ashaa , acah & achit was there . even rihyad , susu & hafizan . too happy too continueee ;D hoho !

btw , i want to thank this ppl :

thank you mum , dad , maherah , zye chop , aini , amirah senior , suffian , wan sherman , syida , shah , aidil palat , rihyad , kak wani , alif , mimie , adilah , syafiq sms , fienaz , iryadiy , nasuha , erica , yusri "bby" , hassan , danial , razak , aroy , farah , aul , fifi , ilham , hafizan , kak fad , ashaa , fea , ain , acah , melissa , hakim , malik , miran , aidil , fiqah , aaiyisah , pecqa , khalisah , moo , fiko , eya , danial thosei , rahiman , adibah , sarmira , faith , faeez , farris , hui ning , shahril , hazrul , faisal , justin , diyanah , haziqa , faiz palat , achit , luqman , mann 6 , mukarramah , fidut , kak along , wandi , mirah , abg nas , fatihah , brother , siti , uncle , aunts , teachers ...

if i ever miss out your name , im sorry )):

p.s. 021009 , 10.28pm :D

hiatus

2009-09-29T19:14:00.002+08:00

mum already start nagging about me playing computers though exam is drawing near -.-"
mum threaten me . arggghhh !
so im going HIATUS till my birthday ?
i guess so .
exam papers schedule :

29 sept ;

~~English paper one~~
~~MT paper one~~

8 october ;

math paper one
history

9 october ;

literature

12 october ;

Geography
homec

13 october ;

science
english paper two

14 october ;

MT paper two

15 october ;

Math paper two

16 october ;

MARKING DAY :D:D:D

a day with gerek people

2009-09-28T20:21:00.002+08:00

kak fad missing .

sch was normal -.-" monday time-table . HAH ! had music lesson & i complete my website in 45 mins while the others took weeks :D how great can i be ? ^^ PE lesson was speechless . boring lesson . was scolded by ms lee , just because of talking to ashaa across the class -.-" slept during literature lesson .

went home & changed . met kak fad , su & aan at banquet . we then went to find nail olish at several shops . finally we found one . accomapny hafiz & su to banquet since they want to eat .
went popular , saw ashaa & yanna . contact lens is giving me problem , fcuk siaa ~

met rihyad & kak wani . slack at blk .
walk arnd jay pee & went home .

AAN HANDSOME LAAA

2009-09-27T00:54:00.005+08:00

Today post going to be LONG . so bear with me ?

family photo (:
khumaira family .

Danish family

wani family

my family . REDDDD ^^

Yusri family . RED too -.-"

amiran familyy :D

DAANISSSHHHH !

the REDSSSS ^^

mum & dad <3

we look as if we're drunk . LOL !

lily :D

with amirah

with yusri .

with amiran . get well soon , dude (:

family photo at kampung . w/o amiran family .

cousin <33

w/o amirah & siti .

w/o amiran & aqil -.-

i finally got the first day of raya pictures :D fidut tranfer the pictures but idk which folder he tranfer at -.- so yea , thanks to yusri who tagged the pictures at facebook . 42 pictures -.-"

raya at miran cribs yesterday . nothing much actually . me & kak wani bussed home while mum , dad & bro went to johor -.- reached home nearly 11 :D

raya with mum bestfrieds . well , was awake upon hearing mum shouting -.- wake up , clean my room & bath . met the others at aunt aida hse . i ate alot of KEROPOK ^^ niceeeeeeeee ~

uncle zam soup was super delicious . i likeeee ~ snap tons of photo but its not with me . wait they tagged me :D

next house was my house . mum ask maid to cook chicken wings . i ate alot . taste like KFC chicken wing . ho ho ^^ i started to sweat . its a humid day yknw , ass btol ~

disturb people taking picture :D since they cant stop taking pictures . every second , every minute , every hour . are'nt they tired smiling ? O.O take another group photo . this time it was great ^^

mama acah house was next . no food this time . her kuih was not wht i expected . but still i eat it :D talk talk talk . luckily there's kak wani who can entertain my stupid craps :D

last hse was auntie lela . she cooked lontong . & yes , I EAT LIKE AGAIN ! it was NICEEE ! I SIMPLY LOVE IT . cheyyy -.-" so left tht place & off to ghim moh . raya at kak fad's house . did'nt eat since im TOO full ^^ slack under blk . thanks kakak along for the ... . yknw i knw :D the temptation babey ~

there's religious class tmrw but no study . they celebrating hari raya . im lazy to go -.- feel like quiting . can ? pleaseeee ~

birthday coming in FIVE days time . HAHA ! im turning fourteen soon . FINALLY . but still not legal to ... . argh , shit ! -.-"

there will be raya outing on wed . THEY ask me to tag along but ... . its after sch & i have to rush home to bath , change & get ready -.-" so leceh ~ but they'll be dissapointed if i did'nt tag along . hmm , should i go ?

paper one exam on tuesday . see , its already started . the real paper will be on 8 october . i NEED to study or else matiiiii ~

2009-09-25T23:15:00.004+08:00

feeling quite satisfied with myself :D cheyyyy !

sch was great today :D i didnt slept in class although i keep yawning non-stop . with shah who keep me awake :D ohh yeeeaaa , thanks yaw ^^during english lesson was fun . was trying to cheer ashaa up & yes she laugh alot today . was rather pissed off with hazrul .
met adilah , anok & kak wani outside sch . slack slack , went to jay pee . met hidafi . bought presents . slack under my blk . went home , sleep :D

yesterday was great too (:
since kak fad slept my hse , we went breakfast . it rained & i bussed to sch . was ten mins late but no detention ^^
i was trying my best to make myself happy the whole day . but someone pissed me off -.- not someone but some ppl . okay but i still had fun (: i was hyper during lesson . met razak , ilham , aan , hafiz , khairi & kak fad after sch . slack slack & did something bad ^^ hoho !

exam coming in two weeks time . i havent even start revising . but focusing in class :D
ive been a good girl in class . cheyyy ! did'nt find trouble with teacher anymore :D

birthday coming in 6 days time . so get ready peopleeeeeeeeee :D

2009-09-23T22:34:00.003+08:00

9 more days ! woooohooooo ~!

kiter minum , have sex . Enjoy siang dan malam ^^

minah much ?

2009-09-22T23:15:00.003+08:00

one thing for sure , i promise myself to change for the better ? yea , tht should be it . i've been sleeping in math / science class & not being attentive in class . so , i have to change since exam is drawing near . ohh goshh ! no cca till 21 oct ; i can study i think ? haiyaaa !

starting from next week , i have to sleep early not late at night playing computers -.- or else i'll be sleeping in class . grrrr !

school was just sucks today . monday timetable . ran two rounds for not bringing PE . hair sucks . everything just sucks today -.- supposed to have dance but i absent myself . dad did'nt work today & tmrw -.-

spend my afternoon with kak wani & rihyad at jay pee . i was late though . met at macd . walked arnd . slack near library till 6+ .

went to cousin hse & long lost friend house . so more money $_$ kachinggggg ^^

i just reach home & i still not asleep yet . ass !

will be meeting razak on thursdayyy , since i bumped onto razak while im otw to jay pee . sp he asked me to slack with them on thursday . & he already so called as BOOKED me . HAHA !

you finally text me .

i miss you though .

2009-09-21T22:49:00.001+08:00

TEN more days to birthday :D
i cant barely wait , babey !

will update a proper post tmrw . bye bye (:

hari raya

2009-09-21T00:28:00.004+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA PEEPS :D

time flies very fast right ? haha ! yes , its already raya ^^
spent my last day of fasting month & raya at kampung with cousin . play with fire crackers was awesome + great :D alot of fire crackers tht uncle bought . was share among ourselve . the sound of the explosion can make you deaf for a moment -.- trust me . even at 2am , they still paly with it . hahah . its fun but dangerous though . tons of hari raya msges recieved but sadly i cant reply since there's no network -.- end up , i off my hp & kept in my bag . slept beside brother . the last one to wake up -.- ate ketupat early in the morning while the boys are all off to the mosque to pray . bath and everybody start make-up & etc . everybody is ready & we took picture's using fidut camera . many pictures were taken . i'll upload it after i got the pictures aite ?

reached singapore & i start replying ppl msges . sent some msges . sadly , he did'nt replied )):
proceed to grand-ma house at tampines & father cousin house too . slept in the car since im sleepy . since my family & yusri family are red , we took a photo together . yusri & me became a couple :D hah ! ya right -.- went to mirah cribs while waiting for cousin to come . went to few houses & the last house was ... ? idk -.- take a family photo & i love it :D

raya raya

2009-09-18T15:49:00.004+08:00

webcam + singing + chtting + entertaining people + pet society + pre-dawn meal = 2 hours of sleep .

did'nt went to sch today since raya is coming in two days time . haha !

break fast with ain yesterday at jay pee . met ashaa at night to cut my hair & buy her stuffs . bought ourself gummy at mini toons . believe it or not , the price of the gummy is nearly the same :D

slack outside jay pee . went home , there's dance . bla bla bla ...

waited for rihyad to online take hours -.- ass ! webcam , cht & sing with him .

& rihyad is one happy ass hole now , thanks to ME :D congrats AHMAD RIHYAD ^^

during pre-dawn meal . a conversation between me & WANI make me laugh non-stop .

me : ehh , i've been craving for ben & jerry siaa .

wani : haha . how long ?

me : err , 2 mths ?

wani : wahh ! kan kat jurong point adee but not ben & jerry uhh .

me : abe ?

wani : henderson tk salah .

me : henderson wave ? *blur face

wani : uh .

me & wani : *look at each other & burst out laughing -.-

me : *look at the ceiling

wani : *kaypo-kaypo want to look while there's nothing at the ceiling , only light -.-

me , wani & mum : laughing non-stop !

i swear i cant stop laughing whenever i think of it . its just so ... stupid crap ? HAHA ! ass -.-

slept at 5 am , wake up at 7am . how awesomeeee ? went to cemetery early in the morning . the sun is just above my head o.O HAHA !

went to thomson road & bought myself a flower where i can put in my room . AND its real okay ! hahaha ! okay , i want to sleep now . bye !

miss you )):

2009-09-16T21:44:00.005+08:00

i want to cut my hair ! hari raya coming & yet to cut my hair . grrrrr !

idk whyy but i feel so angry with people surrounding me yesterday . not only angry but rather dissapointed in myself )): everybody was pissing me off though they did nothing wrong . but whyy ? ohh , lily )): thanks to razak , rihyad , faiz & aliff who cheered me up yesterday in the middle of the night (:

i can't sleep yesterday . end up sleeping at 1+ am , doing nothing but hearing music (:

went to sch feeling very sleepy & didnt entertain much people . share to ashaa & ain ; wht happen yesterday night (: thanks love <3

i slept suring math lesson today . ashaa know wht i did in class . ms lee called me up & asked me question .

ms lee : why are you so sleepy ? are you working at night ?

me : huh ?! no laa -.-

ms lee : then ? are you in need of money ? are you working at night ?

me : no laa , cher -.- i study uhh last night .

ms lee : your eyes look diff than february . how to get 75 again ?

me : -.- *laugh

ms lee : go wash your face !

tht conversation of me & ms lee makes me awake . i lied about studying at night =.= feel much better after i wash up my face (:

for art lesson today , we have EXAM to complete in three weeks . sadly , i lost all my paint brush & paint . how to complete my art ? :O

today homec lesson was a little diff than any other lesson (: we had exam practical . well , my partner was patrick . at least , he's not so bad . *thumbs up patrick ~

i did manage to get along very well with him . our pasta turn out to be too watery due to the amount of water we accidentally put -.-" but our pasta dry as time pass .

came 15 mins late for algebra lesson . thank god tht the teacher is still marking our attendance if not mati ~ a VERY bored lesson with not much laughter -.-" slept for the whole lesson * thumbs up lily :D went to band after tht . forgotten to bring my mouthpiece . exchange mouth piece with RIZ for sectional but used spare mouthpiece for combine -.-

carry alot of things today , with paper bag & trumpet bag . arghhhh !

being loved by someone is much better than loving someone .

fcuker

2009-09-15T20:33:00.003+08:00

ehh , get a fcuking life laa . if you think you're so miss-ohh-soo-perfect , youre wrong okay !
just because of a fcuking chair , you want to make a big fuss about it . there's tons of chair everywhere . you can't stop singing , sitting behind me & dont you think its fcuking iritating ? its iritating okay ! get tht straight in your mind , fcuker . if you fcuking think tht your voice is nice , its sound awful . you & your fcuking sister have this one fcuking attitude tht me & my friends hate . want to knw wht it is ? cant stop talking about us while we dont even bother your fcuking life ! can you guys just find something better to do than disturbing our fcuking life ? & stop being so fcuking kay-po wanting to see wht we are doing . can ? & yes , stop asking me to pass your fcuking things to your fcuking friend . even when im sleeping , you expect me to pass to your fcuking friend . ehh , you're such a fcuker & fcuking iritating . so do change your fcuking attitude , fcuker !

results

2009-09-14T22:52:00.003+08:00

first day of sch was great ? hah . im not pretty sure about tht -.- hugged ain , ashaa & acah like we never met for 10 years . yes , we hugged :D we were exchanging story's & we were noisy (:
luckily monday lesson was not so bad -.- slept during science lesson after doing correction . thanks to ashaa who called my handphone & its vibrate ; maha-nya . literature lesson was free period since ms amin did'nt came to sch .

had math class after sch & trust me , its boring . the teacher cant stop with her " hello " & i find it iritating . the class was stuffy , noisy & it make me sleepy after 15mins of the lesson . Grrrr ! thanks to ain who entertain me with my craps & we cant stop laughing like nobody bussiness .
end the class at 3.55 . it supposed to end at 3.40 but idk wht happen , it turn out to end at 3.55 !

waited for RIHYAD for 15 mins . he with his otw -.- walked to 860 . slacked with rihyad , ashaa , ain & many more . too many people to list out . talk crap with rihyad -.- went home & sleep . just to burn my time for break-fast , i sleep . wake up & its already time to break-fast . :D

i havent complete my hmwk yet . ohh shit ! i should do it just now but due to the TV , i did'nt . i guess , i'll be sleeping late completing the homework .

tmrw lesson will be B-O-R-I-N-G ! trust me , first lesson was two period of MATH . fcuk ! one more mth to E-X-A-M . how fast can time flies ? hah ! two more week to my BIRTHDAY & ONE more week to hari raya . im counting the moments . weeee ~

cut hair

2009-09-13T23:14:00.003+08:00

wake up late AGAIN -.- i did'nt wake up for pre-dawn meal though i asked my brother to wake me up . fcuk !
breakfast at yusri crib's . fad family was stucked at geylang -.- went to pm , buy ice-cream . met anok , slack slack slack . dance cancel due to ? idk -.- kiss , hug danish like i will never going to see him again . i SWEAR i love his hair . cute little toodler :D cheyy !

sch starting & yet i havent finish up my hmwk . ohh shit ! im still awake . how great ? -.-

there will be math classes after sch till thursday . ass right ? i feel like not going but have to ! i thought tmrw sch end early but end up ? grrrr !

i want to cut my hair before hari raya . will be cutting my hair on tuesday :D i think ? HAHA ! anyone recommend me places where i can cut my hair . anybody ?

alright , i'll stop here for now . byee (:

aku rindu kau bodoh !
biler mau lpak , boy ? -.-

2009-09-13T00:59:00.002+08:00

" no worrys , i still like you the way you are (: "
- anonymous

i just came bck from fad's crib . break-fast at her crib's . mirah family did'nt came -.-

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aunt came with daanish . he is SUPER cute . fcuk ! i love his hair . omg omg omg !
many wear black today including ME :D slack under the block & i SWEAR i love fidut hp . shall consider to buy one ^^

was blog-hopping & step on to YAD blog . i saw ;

" 2nd : Lily's Birthday "

ohh , how cute ^^ i hope he's okayy :D

one more week to raya & i cant wait . will be going to kampung on the night of raya with fad's family :D & yes , we will be playing with mercun ? idk -.- hahaha !

i'll stop here for now . & im a HAPPY ass hole :D

v. tired -.-

2009-09-11T23:46:00.002+08:00

im very tired . i mean REALLY tired -.-

band end at 5+ , walk home VERY slowly with people texting me :D

feel very sleepy during band & i even sleep .

reach home , sleep without changing ^^

wake up for break-fast & slept bck after tht .

wake up & changed . feeling very HUNGRY right now -.-

kak wani just came bck , tmrw nowhere to go -.-

idk wht to type actually . HAHA ! okay , bye bye .

one whole day ; band

2009-09-11T00:00:00.002+08:00

feeling great today though i dont really go out today (:
firstly , i wake up VERY late today because i slept VERY late yesterday .
i wake up 1.45 pm :D & thanks to mum who called and asked me to go to central to changed the money for HARI RAYA ^^ kachingggg $$
told dad to buy contact lens & dad gave me money to buy . ohh yes , i love my dad :D:D:D
asked my friends if anybody can accompany me to central but no one can )): end up , going alone & went home immediately . reach infront of the door , open the door & realise tht both of my brother was sleeping at the living room . i shouted the maid name still no one open the gate . press the bell for a couple of times yet nothing happen . end up , maid went out to shop -.-
went in & surf the net till six plus . watched tv & break fast . didnt eat alot & i wonder whyy )):
cousin called to go down , sat at RC to see they dance . mimie joined the dance . i had alot of fun with them though .

mimie ask to join tmrw outing but i can't . firstly because i went home late yesterday (:
secondly i got cca tmrw -.- ass btol !
its one whole day & im sure to be exhausted . i feel like breaking fast outside tmrw since im going to be reaching home late ? -.- okay , bye bye . im going to sleep soon .
currently webcaming with yad & he look HAPPY . thanks to ME :D

090909

2009-09-09T12:01:00.003+08:00

its triple 'O' nine , how can the date get any cooler ? ^^
idk wht to write actually . i type & press backspace for a couple of times -.- hmm .
went out today like again :D
went out with the guys , aini , namirah & me . i've been wanting to go to vivo . June hols was the last time i step at vivo ? ohh myy -.-"
so yea , i was acting like one stupid idiot asking them to go to vivo . end up , penin where M&M 'favourite' place -.-" .
so we left tht place & went to take a few pics . slack near esplanade . arnd 6.30 , we went to marina . everybody breakfast at different places . some were at long john , some were at KFC & me , aini and namirah ate burger king . one thing tht shock me was there's not many ppl there -.-
was wondering where does everybody go ? o.O geylang ? HAHA !
met the guys at staircase & they went to ... ? me & aini went to vivo . slack at rooftop , taking pictures , talking & trained home .
promise my mum to reach home at 9 but end up reaching home at 10.30 :D

i thought today was rather a good day ? but it turn to the opposite way ):
everything did'nt turn out wht i expected ):
how saddddddddd ? D:

10 more days to HARI RAYA (:
22 more days to my birthday :D
ohh yes , im counting the moments !

2009-09-08T21:50:00.002+08:00

facebook quiz ; death time . HAHA ! i dont believe it , do you ? LOL . lame ass -.-"

i would like to say :

a big THANK YOU to ashaa :D

& also to malik who ask me out just now . he asked me to accompany him to break-fast . met him at exactly 7 at BUZZ & proceed to banquet . banquet was full of people & we finally found a seat . he treat me but sadly i did'nt finish up the food . sorry malik (: went to cosy & chill there . malik send me home , how sweeeet ? ^^

i'm waiting

2009-09-08T15:28:00.004+08:00

the second day of holiday . 5 more days to go & i need to spend my time outside not rotting at home watching tv , playing computer or sleep -.-" 12 more days to go HARI RAYA ! :D time flies so fast & i cant barely wait . mum going to geylang later after work . i got my baju kurung & i love it :D i'm feeling way much better after sleeping quite early yesterday .

i want to go out tmrw . anybody want to go out with me ? hehs . or i'll go out alone ? ^^

you leave me
without goodbye ):